....'그러고는 머릿속에서 "젠장"을 여러 번 외치는 것이다.' .........

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If it's Twitter, alright, I'll just throw my hands up in the air & just admit it. 'Cuz ever since my IRL days at Avenue DIY, Johnson City, NY while running on Salvation Army after college graduation I just knew what could be going on. ...Whether it was with people in general or "this generation". ..Of course I've been working in positions where one loss of savings could mean financial ruin - now that I'm beginning to type this while slurping U.S. imported Maruchan ramen. ...Of which however means that I'm decently aware of those certain subcultural movement in Korea - either from my memory while browsing through Twitter or heavy usage of YouTube. ...

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Artists DEFY to be justified. Anyhow so far that is my most sincere impression of 'em as a collective of sort, if that sounds right.

...Funny to speak, it's as if those experience & age-generated sermons and advices of Buddhist reverend Pupmyun of Jungto Society were rather proven true in its most unacademic way. One doesn't even need to bring up the notions of western ego structure: Since whether one is familiar with the notions of "no-self (*Ref: Plum Village)" or not, it's your own consciousness & your physical self that's gonna remind you on seconds'-basis that you're just you who just happen to occupy a certain space on this planet.

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.....Like, if you want to challenge yourself to live as a mess, go for it. I've already done it. Turns out I'm more of an Asexual than those hot-blooded (and equally gendered) beings vying for human marriage & their self-rights to enjoy their stuff in the world. In simple terms: It happens.

...But yeah, not being able to get out of your teenage psychology is not the same thing as enjoying those hobbies that you've been enjoying since adolescence. In fact it's more like two very different modes of existence, whether that was fair or not.

I wanted to talk a bit more of Roger Ballen, who've directed I Fink you Freaky's MV and my admiration for Ms. Lee Jung-ha, the leader of this organization, ..but I'd have to prepare for tomorrow's shift as well from early in the morning, so I guess I'll have to leave it here for now.

Thank you for reading, all.

<To be continued>